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AiGHT THiS SiTE HAS ENDeD .... if you wanna know my new one ..leave me a msg! i love you all thnks for the greatness of everything!
-jaemeL
this sums up EVERYTHiNG iVE been feeLiNg .............i MiSS HiM
its DONE ....and i think iM OKAi?
i just want to thank everyone who have been there for my family and i this past week. as hard and painful as it maybe without having my grandpa here, life must and will go on. i wanna esp. thank the relatives and friends that helped my family in time of need and my friends [esp. ateh laarni] for being my strength when i became weak. i love you all and i know my grandpa is also thankful. now he can rest peacefully and have no worries.
its ALMOST OVER .... do i want it to be?
its been five days since grandpa passed away and it doesnt seem like it. things are going too fast and has turned into a whole whirlwind that i am completely lost in my words and thoughts. so tiring because school, work, and now this? i AM NOW PHYSiCALLY SiCK because my body gave out ..let alone that iM EDGY, STRESSed, & the BiGGEST BiTCH at the moment. i dont mean to take it out on anyone it just comes out that way since there is no more outlet for me. i've had to be the BACKBONE for everyone else that i've had to put myself to the side and had to deal with it alone. at work i act as if nothing is wrong so i dont have to think about the PAiN or MEMORiES ...everyday closer to the FUNERAL everyday closer to my BREAKDOWN ..what will i do? HE WAS MY SANiTY, MY STRENGTH ..iM LOST
to be RESPECTED ..... you better RESPECT others AS WELL [am i right?]
certain people these days have no respect for anyone, including themselves. and dont think it doesn't go un-noticed just for the fact that you play ms./mr. innocent. FUCK THAT! dont be surprised if people talk shit because you technically deserve it to a point. i'll apologize for making you cry or anything of that sort ...but am i sorry for what i said? NO CAUSE THAT's THE TRUTH & THATS WHAT YOU NEED TO HEAR!
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